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tuesday - aug 6
One of my rpg founders just knocked off one of my best rpers characters in less then a paragraph post. He didn't even _wait_ to see what I was going to post. No. He decides that since I'm busy doing other things he can go off and incinerate my good rper characters instead of the lousy ones. It's not even suppose to be this way. Somehow, I lost my authority in that rpg group. It doesn't even feel like anyone is having fun. Or maybe it's just me and I'm finally getting bored with rpgs... Anyways, I went shopping yesterday! ^_^ I bought a chantilly-lace camisole, Betsey Johnson, for 5. A stretch-silk bra with underwire, Dolce & Gabbanna, for 0. And distressed-denim fly-front hot pants with frayed edges, from D&G, for 0. Whew, and can you believe I forgot to buy matching shoes and a purse? o_O I'll have to go back to the street shoppes sometime again this weekend. I love shopping! Arigato for the pocket money M'lord!!! ^_^
friday - aug 3
Yesterday my husband and I had a blast! It was his birthday and we celebrated the night away. ^_^ Trouble arises in a subtle way. Take a look see at what a certain simian no ouji posted at one of my rpg clubs the other day.
From: monkeyprincegoku See what I mean? -__- I don't think my husband caught that little remark and I sincerely hope he doesn't. At any rate, I'm working on all sorts of mini tutorials. To be honest I'm not really good at anything and shouldn't be teaching anything but I like to think of the tutorials as tips and tricks. OK well to make matters worse I woke up with a huge tummy ache in the morning. I mean _huge_ as in "I feel like I am about to hurl" tummy ache. (*Sighs*) I didn't even have any Pepto Bismal or anything to soothe the ache so I was just moaning and groaning in pain and rather feeling pathetic. I got tons of loving attention from my husband though. Well, until he had to go to work so I grubbed about the floor like a caterpillar in dirt. Bleh. I have a boring life. @_@
wednesday - July 31th
Ughhhhhhhhh I can't believe how this day went. I was a bad girl today. I mean _really_ bad. Tee hee MEOW bad! =^.^= I don't know I don't feel bad about what I did. Ok, so why is it that people have to judge other people based on looks alone? I mean that sort of mentality went out in the 80s! Maybe not considering what happened today. Ok so I'm going out clubbing with the girls. Remember I said I was bad? My guero goes out to work all day and I go and party hard while he's gone. Ok so thats not _too_ bad. So we took like 3 hours just to get our hair done and about another two hours to get our outfits planned just right. Amber wanted a new pair of shoes to go with her dress and I already worn all of my shoes at least once so I needed a new pair too. Down to the mall we go! Oh yeah! SO we're chatting and buying our shoes when this other girl keeps giving us this really bad looks. And we're like, "What's your problem?" Yeah, ok that was bad thing #2! It's the Irish blood in Amber and the Aztec warrioress in me that caused the next scene. This girl is like in her tweens and trying to act 21. Poor girl has gobs and gobs of make-up on and wearing high heels when its obvious she cant even walk in them. (*Laughs*) Anyways, she keeps giving us bad looks and against Maria's good advice to ignore the girl. Amber and I approach her. Lots of smack talk later and a very laughable attempt of a fight from the tween. She backs off and then leaves in a huff of tears! Bad thing #3. Little girls like that make me laugh. So what was her problem? The girl was jealous. She's like 200 pounds and hated us because we're a size 1 and able to wear things she could only _dream_ of. Well I don't care if she thinks if me and my friends are model snobs. We're beautiful and we know it. As if its our fault we were born pretty. Now for me personally I felt sorry for the tween. I grew up being told I was ugly and fat every hour of my life. I believe it. I still do despite what the mirror shows me. I don't know. Now that I'm looking back on it I think we handled that situation in the wrong way. I'm not a snob and I shouldn't have made her feel bad. Come to think of it ... maybe that girl would have turned out to be a real friend instead of the superficial friends I hang around with are. Bloody hell. CONSCIOUS CRISIS!!
July 12th, 2002 New location! I was pretty tired of geocities and their tower ads messing up everything. I'm going to open up accounts for my other club websites soon. New layout is in the works so check back soon! Now onto my daily life suprise... Omigosh! OMIGOSH! I think _he_ likes me! _Him._ The simian no ouji! (*SCREAMS*) He came over the other day and totally apologized to me about the OOC post. M'lord wasn't home at the time and it was MPG's day off. So anyways, he always comes over to talk to me or he comes with his wife to have a quiet lunch and chat. This time he came alone and he tried to... (*SCREAMS*) HE TRIED TO KISS ME!! O_________O
What am I suppose to do? M'lord should know about this but then I don't want MPG to get hurt. M'lord is a very strong and very tall male. He is every bit the Storm Knight that he portrays at my clubs... and that includes his flaring temper. OMIGOSH!! I'm so confused. What am I going to do? I'm so confused... I didn't lead the fuzzy simian on at all! Christ, what am I going to tell his wife?!! She'll kill me! We were just getting to be such good friends too and I don't have any of those right now. Should I tell her? Should I tell my husband? MPG has got to know that I won't ever betray him... he just has to know! They're best friends for Gods sake!! What am I going to do?!! This has never happened to me before. I always thought this kind of thing only happened in the movies.... Gods, someone enlighten me here!!
July 9th, 2002 Ok, well now I just got an interesting tidbit from my husband. Apparently one of my old members wants to join up again at Senshis and Dragons. This is the same guy who played Damonshire whom is the future baddie version of Killian. Then this guy gets some extra power from Kunzite and splits into two people--Kageboushi and Bourei. Well, Bourei is now being played by a very talented young man. The kicker of this whole bloody ordeal is that this _soon to be member_ wants a character that isn't exactly a hero. Why in the world does everyone want to be a baddie? Is it so hard to role-play a good character? o_O At any rate, this _old_ member also just happens to be my husband's best friend. -______- I don't like him. The last time he came to the club M'lord bowed over backwards to accomodate the baka. Then what happened? Right smack dab in the middle of a crucial point at Senshis and Dragons(he was playing a major baddie) the guy leaves!! He bailed out without telling us! >______< It's not going to happen this time. Best friend or no best friend. This foundress is not going to play that little game anymore... not by a long shot. One mess up and he's gone. I don't care if coming online is the only way to get over his non-existant sex life. I will _not_ tolerate him messing up my club again. Bwahah! I sound so evil. =^.^=
(*Sigh*) There's some little girl on the net that's stolen from me and my clubs. I just tapped into her index page at geocities and noticed that the cute little box picture I have on the S&D webpage is right in her file directory. Same name too. -___- I should be angry at animesweetness but I'm not. I feel that she is mentally disturbed and is in need of psychological help. I do so hope that she gets it soon.
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